Maine Samay Rok Ke.........Part-2

Karmanye va dhikarasthe, Ma phaleshu kadachana...

Wait... I'm not going to start any Geeta Pravachan here. That's not my job and I would never want to do it also.
Either the Life has come to a stand-still or it is moving very fast.
I don't have the time for myself. I don't have the time to think about what I want to do. I don't have the time to contemplate on what I have done till now. Am I running behind the schedule or is just that I was always like that and my life needs some more planning. But to have some plans or rather make some plans, I need time. Can't I stop the time. Can't it stop by itself for me.

I'm busy with nothing. I'm busy with the things that are not going to help me in anyway. I'm not getting time to do what I need to do. Am I wasting my time?

Sometimes I feel I'm different . Why only me. I think everyone in this world at some point of time thinks the same about themselves.
But then things happening around me make me realise that I'm not. Infact nobody is. We all are the same. HUMANs!!!
I wanted to have super natural powers like superman, but realised wearing chaddis on my pant will not help me fly.
I thought that if required I can do anything, I thought I can get anything if I really want it, coz I believed that impossible is nothing.
I realised an lies on the wrong side of H. I'm an HUMAN and not HanUMAN. (Grammatical mistake is intentional )

To be continued...

Maine Samay Rok Ke.........

Its more than a year now since I started working. Its more than a year now since I last attended the college. Its more than a year now since I had fun in the hostel.

Life was never so easy, or should I say Life was never so dull. Wake up in the morning, get ready for the day, and leave for the office. Ah I forgot my brekfast! Empty stomach now doesn't make any noise. There is no mess food to crib about. You get used to a cup of coffee which will satisfy your stomach needs till lunch time.
I reach office cursing the bangalore traffic which is getting worse day after day. Oh Shit! another one way introduced.Journey to office becomes even longer.
Checking mails and replying back to all the scraps I got on orkut is the next thing I do. Slowly getting into the mood of doing what I am paid for... WORK!!! But then a time for another coffee break. A small conversation with the colleague about the current scenario in the company. A sudden realisation I have lot of things to finish before the end of the day. Back to my seat doing the same old routine work, how many times I have to run the same thing again and again. Why this darn thing can't show a regular behaviour. When will I be over it .
Lunch time is nearing and then I message all my lunch partners to get ready for it.
Lunch and a small walk after it takes away another hour. Back to work, trying not to sleep in between the work I end up working in between the sleep.
Somehow with few more coffee breaks and snacks break manage to finish the day's work. But its already night, time to go back home. Ah I forgot again.. This road was a one way..
Should have taken a right turn there only. Traffic is not helping me either.
Reaching home is another challenge everyday.
Call all your near and dear ones (Oh.. There are so many of them..Time's up buddy... rest ones next day) and then eat your dinner, which you only have to take it (The thing I hate most. I can never decide how much can I eat. Mom, wish you were here ).
Why can't they show Laughter Challenge everyday, I want to feel light after reaching home, I want to smile after I reach home, I don't want to see the over-weight tulsi or the ever sobbing parvati and I don't want to know Kya hoga Nimmo ka and I definitely don't want to know ka gajab hua jab luv hua.
Cursing all the mahilas in the world for whom all the prime time on all the prime channels is dedicated I change to music channels. Oh Huzoooooooor... Tera Tera Tera Surooooooooooor. How can the same song be played on all the music channels at the same time. Oops! they are not same, atleast the music details displayed on the screen says so. But don't they all sound the same. Himesh everywhere. Midnite hot no longer seems hot. Better to sleep, I decide.


That's all I've done on all the days in the last year sans weekend.

To be continued..More to come... Wait Till

Vatsy-Speaks!!!

Get a Life Dude!!!!

Here I'm...
On this page..
Again........

All this while was wondering what to write next. Every morning I had one thought with few points also. But time is not always on your side.

Started with writing about all the good things in life and how to remain postive anytime, everytime.
Couldn't finish that post because of a late realisation. You can't always be happy in your life. and everything that happens is not for good. Though till now my stern believe was exactly the opposite.

A friend once said Everything is good in the end, if it is not good, it is not the end.

Who decides the end? And if you talking about life, how can end of life be good and when you are just 24.
AP died last friday and he was just 24. 24 is no age to die.
Its the time when you live your life to the fullest. Its the time when you try to realise all your unfulfilled dreams you saw in your college life.

Just out of college, earning handsome salary, trying to flirt with girls and in a process make few girl friends, party all night and work all day, booze on friday nite,sleep through the weekends. And then suddenly everything comes to a stand-still.

It is THE END for him.
AND IT IS NO GOOD!!!!!!!