Main SuperMan Banna Chahta Hoon!!!

I felt like wearing the red chaddis on my trousers today. I wanted to have all the powers today and I wanted to use them responsibly!!

There is some construction work going on Chalgatta Road near the GVC campus. The part outside the GVC campus is completely dug and there is just small part left open for two wheelers to pass. And unfortunately only one two-wheeler can pass through that strech at a time. Private security gaurds try to manage the impatient drivers (that includes me ) and make sure that no deadlock happens.
A gaurd today was trying to do the same thing. But a Sunny deol look alike didn't seem to like it. Mr Deol was a sitting as a pillion on the bike and he I don't know for what reason felt offended by the gaurd. Mr Deol got off the bike, went close to the gaurd and slapped him with all force.
The gaurd who was a very thin fellow looked so helpless. He turned around for help and saw a traffic inspector nearby. His eyes explained everything. He wanted help. Traffic Inspector made a move towards Mr Deol, and Mr Deol towards his bike as if nothing has happened.

I felt like getting down of my bike and hitting Mr Deol with double the force. But then He was twice my size, (width wise) and He was a localite and I a refugee. Even If i would have tried to intervene nobody would have supported me.

I want to wear the red chaddis. I want to have the power. I don't just want to be a mere spectator. I want 'an' to lie on the right side of Human!!!

I want to be a SuperMan....................

Hazaaro Khwaishein Aisi..

"A thousand desires such as these
A thousand moments to set this night on fire,
reach out and you can touch them,
you can touch them with your silences
you can reach them with your lust
rivers, mountains, rains,
rain against a torrid hillscape
A thousand desires such as these"

Reach out and you can touch them, I thought no desire is unreachable. I thought I just have to try for it and try seriously for it and I'll be there.And now I'm about to give up. I'm about to give up a long cherished desire.Have I given my 100%?I don't know. Well, how does it matter.The desire which was unreachable when it made its presence felt is still unreachable.I did whatever best I could do, and I'm almost satisfed with my efforts but just because you want to fulfill your dreams, just because somebody said if you really want something the whole world will conspire for you to get it, the nature won't change its course, miracles won't happen.I've realised it and all the hopes that I had are about to get shattered.





I'm giving up on my dream!!!

Chal Joothe!!!

Life ke fundae...

Wow!! there are so many of them. Some of them contradicting each other and some sound so illogical.
It makes me think are all the philosophies given by the so called great philosophers and great thinkers applicable to everyone. The credit for this blog goes to Pritesh.
I was going through Pritesh's blog and he had written some amrut vachan ( actually he had copied that from another friend Goli's blog who in turn must have copied from somewhere else :).. the copying chain goes on & on & on)

As a kid I always used to wonder there must be some definite rule to live a happy life. There must be some philosophies which if you follow life will never seem difficult. Even if you are not able to understand the things happening around you and thinking why me... then also, at some point of time everything will be fine. You'll come to realise why you.
Philosophers or Mr. P (in general) has explaination for everything.

I read this line in my school days which most of us believe in.. Ishwaram yat karoti shobhnam karoti which translates to Watever happens is for good (God does all that )
Ah! this makes you feel good..When you are in deep shit, you pray ( By the way..most of us pray only when things go out of control and we are in a deep shit!!!) and then you hope that everything will be fine. Sometimes you come out of it. God is there, your belief in him strengthens. But then sometimes you don't. You get further down in the shit. And then you start thinking why me!!! Mr. P said if things are not going your way God is just trying to test your patience.
You again ask Why ME???
Mr. P said because God thinks you as your dearest child and He knows you have the power to get out of the shit. He knows how much deep you can go inside the shit and when you reach your limit He'll take you out.
You think Just because you have the patience and power to survive in deep shit you're being forced into it.
Mr P said life is like that only. The more elastic you are the more you'll be streched.

I want to loose my elasticity... I don't want to be streched any further... I don't want to go further down the shit... I don't want to loose all the time, i don't want to make pillars of success.. I got to win now. Falling all over again and again.. Is this justice???

Then Mr. P said Don't expect life to be FAIR!!!!