Woh Subah Kabhi To Aayegi!!!

Of the many super powers I wish to have, one is to read people's mind and know what they are going through and what they have been through.
Every one of us have a story to tell. And everyone of us needs someone with whom they can share all their thoughts. Some of us are lucky to have a person who is very close and you can share absolutely everything with them. It may be a close friend, ur partner, your sibling or your parents. While Some of us are not that lucky or rather some of us do not trust anybody and will prefer to sulk rather than telling anyone anything. And some of us write everything they feel in a diary/blog. Though the diary means keeping everything personal again but blog makes the whole world let know that what you are going through.

Now don't get ideas now. I'm not going through any bad phase, or there is something that I want the whole world to know.. Its just that while google-ing I came across many blogs and I happened to read them.
A common connection between most of them.. A failed love story, frustration, depression and every other negative words that you can think of.

But the blog that touched me most (I do get emotional at times :) ) was one by Abhinav (not sure if the name is right, I do now even know who he is)
Apparently he was very serious about a girl, whom he was trying to woo for last 3 years but when the time came to take a decision about spending the life together girl refused saying that she won't go against her parents.(Quite a normal trend I must say ;) )


In one of the post he said that when he was feeling very low, a friend came and told him don't be upset Jesus Loves You. And he was happy, thinking atleast there is someone in this world who loves him. But all the happiness was gone in a second when the same friend told him next that everyone else thinks you're an idiot!!!
Poor Guy!!!
He also talked about the good times that he spent with that girl. The things that changed in his life. And how he became a better person. And now that he wants to be with her for all his life, he realised that things can never be rosy-pinky!!!

Anyways... Life is like that only.. You win some and then you loose some... Important thing is to keep yourself going. Getting disheartened by the failures is what cowards do..
So just get up and get going coz nothing is permanent in this world. Learn to adapt to the changes and you will be a happier and a wiser person :)

Happened to hear this song after a long long time yesterday and I think it aptly fits the post.


EK Woh Din Bhi The..
Ek Yeh Din Bhi Hain..
Ek Woh Rat Thi..
Ek Yeh Raat Hain...

Raat Yeh Bhi Guzar Jayegi!!!!!
Raat Yeh Bhi Guzar Jayegi!!!!

Main aur Meri Tanhai!!!

Love is in the air.. Atleast the weather makes you feel so. Such an amazing weather outside, clouds hovering all over the sky, a bit of drizzle every now and then and a little chill in the wind. Makes you feel so good. And what am I doing, sitting at home, watching tv. I mean it is not a bad thing to do but given such a lovely weather outside I'll be a idiot only to waste my time on the idiot box. When you're very active all throughout the week, juggling between different tasks it is perfectly ok to laze around on sundays.Afterall the sunday comes just once in a week.There were times when I just hated sitting idle. There were sundays when I used to be out all day. There used to be times when I had so many people to meet and mark my attendance. There were sundays that were spent socialising whole day. There were times I used to make so many phone calls.. There were sundays when I used to get so many phone calls.. And now... The perfect peace..I'm absolutely VELLA and I'm loving it..

You Rock Baby!!!

This post is dedicated to Ankita Mishra.
No, You got it wrong.. Ankita is not my latest crush.
Well she is or rather was one of the contestant at Indian Idol -3.. Yes yes.. even I've started watching reality shows ;)
I happened to see a glimpse of Ankita's performance on Indian Idol on June 1 thanks to the commercial break on Laughter challenge !!! She sang the title track of the movie Khushi... "Aayi re Aayi re Khushi". Whoa.. that was something.. Ok I agree, she is not amongst the best singers on the Indian Idol, but who said Indian Idol is all about singing. No one can deny this fact that she is/was the best performer amongst all the contestants. Her confidence level, her facial expressions, her latkas and jhatkas.. everything was just perfect. Anyways after that performance I became an instant fan of her.
But what really touched me was her reaction after she was eliminated from the show last friday night. I've seen so many contestants getting eliminated from various show. And one thing common to all of them was the feeling of despair on their face when they get eliminated, but not with Ankita. Yes she was heart-broken, her hopes shattered but that did not deter her from letting her smile go. It is easier to smile when you things are in your favour but it is so very difficult when nothing is going your way. And she did just that. She started the show with a smile and that smile was their all the way.
She ended her campaign on the show with an another electrifying performance and that too after she was eliminated and everyone around her was in tears. (To a some extent even I was ;) ) But she kept smiling and then on Alisha's demand the last ecstatic performance that made even Javed Akthar to dance to her tunes which she had promised in her earlier performances.
An amazing personality!!!! Hats off to you Ankita!!!
I hope you scale new heights in your life. And yes I'll vote for you (my first ever vote ) if you are there in the wild card entry round. Hope to see you again on Indian idol!!!

By the way.. Here are the two things that keep me going all the time..

Tough times never last, but tough people do!!!
and
The darkest part of the night comes just before the dawn.

So whenever you are feeling down and out, just keep going and keep smiling coz' things and situations are meant to change and change for better!!!

I've been trying to write something for last few weeks.. Did write 3-4 half posts but got bored mid-way and couldn't complete. So now because it is difficult for me to write a full post (lack of motivation .. u see) just copying a lyrics of a song Sar Jhuka.. Khuda Hoon main!!!
The song is from the movie Paanch which never got to release. Its one of those song that I listen to when I'm down and depressed. Makes me feel good... Wish I could also go on top of some building and shout my heart out !!!! Anyways here goes the lyrics..

Ek Din Bas Ek Din...
Apne Saare Zakhm Gin!!!
Ek Raat Bas Ek Raat..
Tu Soch Kya Hua Tere Saath!!!
Khud Se Kahan Tak Bhaagoge...
Subah Jati Hai Kab Jaagoge...
Duniya Ne Kata, Katte Gaye...
Khud Ko Kahan Tak Kaatoge!!!!!

Saas Lo ...
Dum Bharo ...
Chillakar Sab Se Kaho...
Sar Jhuka ,
Khuda Hoon Main!!!!
Aasamano Par Khada Hoon Main...
Main Khudaaaaaaaa....... Hoon Khudaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Har Sparsh Mein Khichaaw Hai...
Har Dosti Mein Tanav Hai...
Dua Bhi Hai ...Bala Bhi Hai...
Meri Dava Mera Ghaav Hai...
Aadhi Roshni... Aadhe Andhera...
Tum Jo Sochte Ho Woh Tum Ho..
Socho Jaago Sab Ko Jagaao...

Saas Lo ...
Dum Bharo ...
Chillakar Sab Se Kaho...
Sar Jhuka ,
Khuda Hoon Main!!!!
Aasmano Par Khada Hoon Main...
Main Khudaaaaaaaa....... Hoon Khudaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Ye Sahi Hai Ye Galat..
Meri Mano Socho Mat!!
Ye Na Pehno Woh Na Bolo ..
Ho Sake To Mu Na Kholo!!
Ye Padho Mat Woh Suno Mat..
Main Chunuga Tum Chuno Mat!!
Katte Jaao ... Mitte Jaao....
Dabna Sikho Dabte Jaao...
Bas Ab Aur Nahin Aur Nahin Ab Aur Nahin

Saas Lo ...
Dum Bharo ...
Chillakar Sab Se Kaho...
Sar Jhuka ,
Khuda Hoon Main!!!!
Aasamano Par Khada Hoon Main...
Main Khudaaaaaaaa....... Hoon Khudaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!