Vatsy-Speaks

Friday, December 07, 2007

Fear of Failure

If there is one thing that I have hated all my life is that "one-line". Though some time back i had become quite used to it, I mean I knew people will tell this , and I used to tell this even before they thought of saying and I was not at all concerned about it. But of late things have changed. This line has again started getting onto my nerves. When ever somebody tells that "one line" to me, I feel like running away from evereything, I feel like hitting that person. I feel like hitting myself... I really hate it. And that line now has resulted in my confidence going down. Fear of Failure has creeped into my thoughts, my brain, my soul. I am scared to work towards my dreams.
I want to get rid of it. I want to get my old confidence back...

But HOW????

Work-Formula!!!!

Jhum : Why has your blog become so inactive? I mean its almost 40 days now and you haven't posted anything.

Vivek : I know.

Jhum : Tu thik to hai na.??? Sab bhalo toh???

Vivek : Pata nahi yar... Don't feel like doing anything.

Jhum : Happens... Just a phase...

Vivek : Arey... I'm not depressed and all. I'm in a perfectly good mood.

Jhum : Then??

Vivek : Just one problem

Jhum : What is it?

Vivek : Somehow I have caught one bug, the one I dreaded the most. I was totally free from it till sometime back but now,I think it has affected me.

Jhum : Hmmm...somebody is getting philosophical

Vivek : Somebody is pulling my leg!!!

Jhum : Arey nahi yar.. just kidding.. acha tell me what bug?

Vivek : Go away.. I won't tell now...

Jhum : Hmmm.. we will discuss about it later, I am not in a mood to get serious...

Vivek : Ya right.. me too... may be some other time..

Jhum : Aise you know, these days you have stopped telling your stupid jokes.

Vivek : What are you saying, my roommates are complaining about my ever growing PJs!!!

Jhum : Oh really?

Vivek: Pata hai Jhum, there is one more problem these days.

Jhum : Ab kya hua.

Vivek :About 2-3 months back I changed my Deodrant brand..

Jhum : So?

Vivek: Now it seems this deodrant has a very long lasting smell and and it seems it is also very good

Jhum : Is it?? how do you know?

Vivek : Coz everyone keeps asking me which perfume you have put, its really nice. Everyone bole toh everyone, my friends, female friends, relatives, colleagues, my seniors at office,Everyone...

Jhum : That's nice.. I'm sure it must be AXE.... I have seen in ad people getting attracted by the AXE effect.

Vivek : Nope.. It is not AXE :-)

Jhum : Then wat is it?

Vivek : Wohi to problem hai, I can't tell the name.

Jhum : Arey.. Naam batane mein kya problem hai, you want it to be a secret kya?

Vivek : Nothing like that, Infact I want everyone to know about it.

Jhum :Toh fir batao :-)

Vivek : Actually the brand shares its name with a thing that we feel little shy to talk about...

Jhum : He He He... So you talking about the same thing that Vrijesh Hirjee advertises these days, asking people to guess the name of the thing and then call him to win prizes

Vivek : You're so intelligent!!!!

Jhum : So wat's the brand name.. i mean there are so many available in the market.. Which one shares the name with your deodrant.

Vivek : Go the a shop and find it out and suggest all your male friends also to try it out... It does WORK!!! :-)

Jhum : U r such a hypocrite!!! I don't wanna talk to you.. Bye..

Vivek : Arey Suno toh....

Jhum : Good night and Bye!!!